I loved, I really loved.

I dunno

I loved, I really loved.

I bent into four,

cared to the core,

your happiness, all I behoved.

I was so blind, that if you asked me to,

I could, pluck out the moon, 

grind it and place on a spoon.

So blind, that I could, see our future,

the houses, the kids to nurture.

So blind, that all I saw was you,

your smile, your beauty, just to name a few.

But,

You saw me, like a friend, a brother, sometimes a random who,

Who brought in the care, love and all you aspired to,

but lifetime committment, that could never be true.

My heart broke down and into pieces split,

I kept the hope, at every word and touch, believing maybe it'll fit

I wasnt in a bottle, surely a bottomless pit.

Then you told me there was another,

Morethan a friend, your lifetime partner,

Life made me sit,

and reality did hit.

only then did I know I had to quit.

It took sometime,

Now, I see,

the ideal that I can be,

my value, my worth, the priceless he.

Now, I see,

Girls who saw my worth, when all I was, was the worthless-me,

Now, I see,

I dont give a shit,

Stone cold and heartless to every bit,

Bit of words or chatter that you spit.

Now, I see,

what really matters,

and gold is not all that glitters,

but I thank you for everything

cuz this was a lesson, worth living.

Poet artistic name: Yugure